Commitment Issues or Just Plain Lazy?

I have a problem. Not with anyone or anything (ok that's a lie but I'm not focusing on them tonight), with my own darn self! I am 27 years old and I wish that if I had committed myself to oh so many things, I would be at a place where I feel totally satisfied. I mean this pretty much about myself personally, for personal growth; nothing materialistic.

I began doing yoga when I was 16 years old and was doing it on and off for sometime. If I had stuck with it, I would have been pretty fit and flexible by now. Just today I said I would start doing yoga again and really keep to it...I already feel to put it aside. Why oh why? I felt soooo stiff and everything was hard to do. Shouldn't that be motivation enough? Sigh. I need some serious help.

The next thing is this blog. Lol. In  a big way, I started this blog and well I didn't bother with it anymore for a long time (I'm talking years) and then I said yes! 2015, new year, new and great things are happening this year 'cause 2014 truly sucked! I just wanted to start afresh so I posted a piece entitled Second Time Around...YEAH RIGHT! Who was I kidding? So guess what, I am trying it once again and hopefully, the third times is the charm. 

I have been in  a relationship for almost 10 years now so I definitely do not have commitment issues so it has to be that I am hella lazy! Lord Jesus please, I rebuke this dutty lazy spirit from my life in your precious and Holy name. Amen.